Here we are at the end of April already. I must apologize for my lateness in replying to comments. I am also several posts behind, starting to see the snowball coming down the hill, and am trying to breathe through the panic. I am also trying not to struggle against the current of the writing, but to swim with the current. I have no idea where it leads me, but I’m content to let it carry me right now.
This morning, I read Deniz Bevan’s post about Charles Bukowski. As sometimes happens, a paragraph hit me. It is a quotation from Bukowski, who was asked about his process: ”. . . How do you write, create? You don’t, I told them. You don’t try. That’s very important: not to try, either for Cadillacs, creation or immortality. You wait, and if nothing happens, you wait some more. It’s like a bug high on the wall. You wait for it to come to you. When it gets close enough, you reach out, slap out and kill it. Or if you like its looks, you make a pet out of it.” Bukowski has described in a much more poetic manner exactly what I have discovered is my process. It was startling, but immensely reassuring, to read something that so closely mirrored my thoughts.
What I have learned: I realized, while I was waiting for the bug on the wall, I could describe it, talk to it, and figure out if I was going to kill or tame it. On Thursday, I downloaded Susan Bischoff’s story blueprint, and a character chart by Reb at Eclectics.com to which Nadja Notariani recently referred. I just remembered this morning about a character questionnaire referred to by Robin McCormick that is on QueryTracker.net I used to be such a pantser, but I feel some of these stories/characters want more organization.
I realized that my being able to write anywhere also means that I can write in tiny little pieces of time, especially while creating the story bible. I will need some blocks of time to pull things together, but I can sketch out scenes or flesh out a character in the five minutes before a meeting starts. I then return the story to a back-burner, where it continues to simmer. I hope to extend these lessons to my academic writing, because when it sits too long, I find the “how do I start again” syndrome very debilitating. I think I have a spare back burner for the academic stuff.
Well, I’m off to do some housework for the arrival of my sons. Robin McCormack very sagely told me to have them help, which I thoroughly plan to do. I don’t think it’s very nice to leave the laundry and dishes that I’ve accumulated for them to do, though! I hope everyone has a stellar week with the arrival of May.
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